“It’s all success if it’s what you need.
Do what you like, and do it honestly.”
It’s scary to see the things that are suddenly beginning to unfold, and its scary to see the points of view being taken as well.
Oh how I worry…
Funny how far you may think something has come, but then reality hits and you laugh at it all and realize, maybe things really aren’t what they seem.
Sometimes I just cant make up my mind, and sometimes I dont have the patience to let it all flow out, in some sort of natural way.
Unfortunately, I’ll need to figure the first one out, without messing up the second one…
Funny how things in life can change…
Seems time has a way of presenting things to us, that we will mostly likely never fully understand.
Avoid having your ego so close to your position that when your position falls, your ego goes with it.Colin Powell
The words that leave my mouth are like butterflies moving with sound. Butterflies don’t make noise, the things that I say are like giant question marks, things with hidden meaning that just don’t make sense, or sadly, things only a dumbass would believe to be right.
I’d like to think I’m smart but the further I’ve gone into things this year the more it seems like I’m not really “smart”. I’m just capable, and very knowledgeable, not exactly “smart”.
I have precepts embedded in me that have been flying all over the place as of late, and I don’t quite know why I don’t understand the things I did for a short time this past year.
If I curl up in a ball and quit. It show’s you just how far I’ve come. I’m still not ready.
Ready, well nobodies ever ready exactly, because there is no way to be ready. Even the greatest of people fail time and time again, and they have the resilience to get back up and go at it. Or they learn from it and move on. But with me? I’m not ready to even get up. I’m not even ready to take things on the way I should be, the way I know I need to be. I’m not ready for it, and only God knows when I will be.
Aliquando, vita non est nisi dolo. Et aliquando, vita est dulcis.
At nunc, mea vita plenus est utrumque.
Punto it licet mergunt me…
The truth is the greatest double edged sword there is. You either put your everything into it, or you hide from it. Either way, you’ll get hurt.
But if you’re always hiding from it, then you’ll never get to know the real truth, and the beauty it can hold.