June 2012
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“I look at all the lovely people.”
May 2012
14 posts
chjk:
Double digit months already.
What a wonderful 10 months it has been.
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Hoping for the best is sometimes all you can do…and I wish it weren’t so.
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It’s scary to see the things that are suddenly beginning to unfold, and its scary to see the points of view being taken as well.
Oh how I worry…
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Funny how far you may think something has come, but then reality hits and you laugh at it all and realize, maybe things really aren’t what they seem.
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Today proved many times over…
That there are definitely not enough hours in the day for me to get everything done, and enjoy all I can.
Oh well, thus is life.
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Thoughts
Sometimes I just cant make up my mind, and sometimes I dont have the patience to let it all flow out, in some sort of natural way.
Unfortunately, I’ll need to figure the first one out, without messing up the second one…
There are some people in this world...
hiimenzo:
that when I got an IM notification from them, I just want them to shut up .__.
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Dead...
x)…
But don’t worry, it was a damn good night.
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Interesting…
ccoonnniiee:
I think I’m like the least photogenic person ever. There should be an award for that, instead of the most photogenic.
You’d get the female one, and I’d get the male…I never smile. Always make the dumbest faces…
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Yesterday, and Today thus far…
Excellent doesn’t even begin to describe them.
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Heavy weights just taking their toll…
While stupidity continues its roll.
April 2012
16 posts
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Elements of Life
Theres an album I frequent quite a bit with this title, and the title got me thinking about just…what an “element of life” really is. Well, lets break it down.
And element is obviously a part of something, it goes with a larger set of something. And a set is something that is a like type of thing, thus something with a common interest, match, etc…Which got me thinking in...
Don’t even have a way to summarize, or give a good word for it.
All over the place may be the best way to describe it…but at the end of the day. I’m happy.
Funny how listening to music you’ve written can bring a smile to your face.
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Moo.
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Strange is What I See
Worst part is it doesn’t seem to have any current answers…I’ll wait on it then.
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4/14
I haven’t had a day that good in a long time…everything about it felt so right.
Oh How I Wonder
I’ve been pondering this for days now, and so many signs point south, and point for eventual change. Especially in regards to behavior and the dynamics associated with it. But the worst part is…
I’m at the apex of confusion, and ironically enough. I’m the orgin for this confusion.
It’s why I wonder…about myself, and about the climb down my mountain. Because...
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Humans need a decompress button…
Or at least I do.
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As scary as these things can seem at times, maybe it really is a good thing.
And maybe, I can wrap my head around the concept that it’s a phase. And that I’m moving on to a new one, a better one.
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Fear consumes a great many things. And because of fear, weariness, becomes prevalent. And when weariness grows, the brain begins to lose its grasp, lose its control. Anxieties build, depressions mount. Seemingly, you’re a whole different person.
So can fear consume you, consume me? Of course. Shall it?…well, that’s for you to decide.
Time to go off and away.
Really hoping this all goes well…
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Oddly enough this break is actually starting to feel like a break after all. Time to live up the little time I’ll actually be here.
March 2012
50 posts
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I am beyond lucky, and I hope I can become a bit more thankful for it all too.
So far, it’s working.
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Keep on fixing.
I want to go back when
skeetbucket:
rap was poetry, not shit
young females looked adorable, not sluts
there was class, not swag
cartoons were good, not stupid
toys were bought from Toy ‘R Us, not the Apple Store
we drank soda, not beer
we took vitamins, not drugs
dates meant movies, not sex
beauty was real, not photoshopped
what we feared about highschool was homework, not drama
we went to parties, not...
First time in a long time this song has meant...
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Pudet Ipse…even more so than before now.
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Once you get to the top, its hard to come back down.
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Strange to see what captivates the minds and souls of people.
Even stranger to see how people change because of it…
My Record
Just to clear things up, since I never talk about these things.
I applied to 15 colleges, and have currently received 0 rejections, 12 acceptances and am waiting on 3 CSU schools.
At this point, CSU schools are irrelevant to me anyways. I’m probably going to end up at a small school in SoCal. Wont give away names, but I have a top choice, and by the end of spring break will have decided...
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Officially Sick.
Yay…not.
Faure on Sunday will be so wonderful.
chjk:
What to do, what to do.
EAT MOAR FOOD…jk. I think.
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Emotions Are Strange…
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Oh how I hate the spoils of sales…
Amidst all of it, I’m at ease.
It’s nice to know you have support from all over, especially from certain individuals.
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Funny how one thing can start a chain reaction.
Pudet Ipse
putting on jeans
step one: right leg step two: left leg step three: wiggle step four: jump
Beautiful beyond words…